holiday in smktc

accidentally found in file... they visited my school at the beginning of the year

well, today is holiday... only for my school~ early in the morning, i wake up and went down stairs. my elder sister went to college and so with my younger sister, study in tsun jin high school. my dad and mum went out for business.... and haha me alone in house. i enjoy this! normally, if im only one in house, i will on line, listen to my favorite song... last time, i will eat... but now i dont want to do so coz i on diet. long time i didnt touch snacks.

received my friend's letter yesterday... unbelievable that she will sent me a letter. sure, im not going to write out what she wrote to me. my privacy~

the saturday

again, my english class... mr alex is so concern with our grammar. so today's class was just a refreshment on our grammar.... now i realised, how weak am i in english. my english standard is so low until cannot considerd as form5 student! it is a matter of fact that english is getting more and more important. i try my best to improve it. may be the time i spent is not that much. i havent seen the result. i want to master english and so with other subjects. hopefully by the end of october, i can do it. forget about my mission, lets concentrate on my lesson.

a simple sentence, " Ali goes to school. " after all the mixing process, i getting blur. i found that i cannot differentiate them. it can be Ali went, is going, has gone, could go and so on.... these is the common mistake we did. all of us in the class.... for the two hour, he helped us to refresh and re-emphasis the usage of "be" ,"been" . it is worth to spend that hours of time on correcting our mistakes. i learnt a lot and i will always bear them in mind. for sure, homework again. this time is a continuous writing. he warned us not to do grammar mistakes again. if not, he will capture our photo and paste in tuition centre, written there mistake did by ***.

everything

finally i get enough break after the short test... i need to wake up and study seriously for chemistry and biology. back to monday, i seat for sejarah, moral and chinese... im so so worry coz i not ready yet... all becoz of my laziness.. i let time passes easily and at the end, i gotto suffer. when chinese paper, i dont have enough time to check. only 1 hour and many questions are very tough. next day, bm and physics paper. again, im not confident with physics. my physics is darn weak until i wanna drop it in SPM. no matter how hardworking i study, the result is still the same. sometimes, i really want to give up. so i told my dad my condition. he plan to hire a home tutor to teach me physics if i cant score in the exam. thanks my dear daddy. he is willing to spend many many money on me, as long as i need it, never bother what is it. on wednesday, add maths, bi and maths paper. for add maths, normally i got confidence more than physics. this time too~ would get higher marks if compared with physics. bi paper is about a directed writing. 45 minutes to write an essay is actually more than enough. but then, when continuous writing is not tested, time is not enough. i have a lot to write, but time is limited. maths paper was quite easy. however, careless mistake again... this time i press calculator wrongly. *haizz* i was very happy after the exam. next day, my friend pass me a copy of tips about biology. when i took a look, i dont know how to do it. im not listening to my teacher when she is teaching. normally, i study for biology before the test and luckily, i still can score. i will start to revise tomorrow. saturday for biology, sunday and monday for chemistry. monday will be holiday for SMKTC becoz we are having majlis anugerah cemerlang on tomorrow. so monday is cuti peristiwa.

i went back to home around 3pm today... attend aktiviti koko and stay in bilik rawatan to kepoh. *hehe* state comp team will going for competition tomorrow and the day after it. good luck to all of them, sim wey, sharon, shin yin, cu san and lei ting.... many friends absent today but it is okay becoz i only enter class in last two period. i went for raptai perbarisan. only two simple things, need us to practise so many times... when i chat with chun keat, he said me look like form2 student. today he got some problem, keep on cubit my face.. i look like form2 meh? i dont think so... im so old... just now my friend, kar jun said not form2, but is form3...why? why? why?

in class, thought that pn lee will give back add maths paper coz she promise us. but she said she hasn't finish marking regarding some answer scheme problem. if im not mistaken, one of the question is bonus... she gave us a project to do... add maths also got folio... some more need to hand in before holiday.. diagnostic test la~ where got time to do? she gave us an alternative way, 8 people in one group and 8 of us only have to produce 1 folio and the rest photostat the original copy. this make us easier... individual work is always troublesome. i learnt sin graph today... very interesting and i like it...

my class t-shirt is on its way... we finalise the design today and so with my class board design. AJK of class is doing nothing on it except for soon yin. group of us decide to decorate ourselves and dont want to wait for them. pn lim might fed up with our attitude coz from the beginning of the year, she want us to decorate our class. but AJK is doing nothing unless teacher force them.. however, little things can be seen. even when she dont let boys to go PJ, still, no one started. now, when she enter our class, she just teach and doesnt comment... we plan to use the theme "cafe" to decorate our class.... we will do it on next wednesday during PE lesson. my friend only expect girls to help.... she told me that last time, what make her proud is being one of them... becoz the class is so ceria and clean. no teacher complaint them. but now is totally different... maybe we really need to change! in school, even 5P4 is doing something with their class. how ashamed us as 5S1 student.....

only this in my class!!

天蝎座

在你眼中，別人都是低等動物，但你可能不知，在別人眼中，你連動物都不如！一天到晚懷疑別人，這樣很過癮嗎？告訴你，你沒那麼偉大，沒人有空一天到晚編故事，只是為了欺騙你！所以，拜託你收起你的自動掃毒系統，因為你才是那個最毒且最該被懷疑的人！ 計較是你的優點，自私是你的終身職，小氣更是你的特色，像你這種沒血沒眼泪的渾蛋，真的應該被發配邊疆，等到哪天連水都沒得喝的時候，你可能才會知道惜緣 惜福，而不是一再的批評、批評再批評！有人說你很有大將之風是吧！是啊！是啊！但是你身邊也只是一堆狗奴才，因為除了唯唯諾諾能保住一條小命之外，根本就 不可能有任何一個將才受得了你的死脾氣，而會繼續待在你這個不知尊重別人的渾球身邊！ 利用別人也是你的才華，凡是在你身邊的每個人，一定皆有其利用價值，不管是買便當的、當司機的、掃地的，還是當幕僚的、幫你出餿主意的、幫你付錢或賺錢 的，甚至是無怨無悔被你罵的，每一個人都一定有個什麼作用，但可悲的是，當這些人的利用價值不見的時候，也就是他們被你一腳踢開的時候！世上有你這種死沒 天良的惡毒份子還真不多見，但是，不能再說你惡毒了，因為你甚至會覺得這是一種讚美，可能還會狂笑三聲，真是個沒心沒肝的死變態！ 你的愛情觀很低級，沒事就會找一個對眼的目標，問他要不要跟你上？如果人家不答應，你就頭也不回的走人，好像人與人之間只有性，別無其他！像這種只有低等動物才幹得出來的事你也做，真是丟死全人類的臉！

看到这个东西，有些伤心。我虽然是天蝎，但是我可不觉得我是这样的人。我的确很小器。但是我会这样也是因为某个人，一个对我很重要的人。所以为了他，应该还没什么关系吧！认识我的人，你们会觉得我像上面所写的吗？

boring school day

li yen and amanda

li yen~ happy birthday yea...

be happy with your boy friend and friendship forever... *haha*

st john

gonna practice for kawat tomorrow... for perbarisan majlis anugerah cemerlang. first time and last time for me. after intervention test, i will take leave and only appear in meeting when i got the mood. sometimes feel very sien in st john because they berat sebelah one... haizz.... from the first day until now is the same... nothing change. thought before to become adult member. but when i need to face them again, i dont know what to do. feel a bit regret to join st john. maybe i should let it go.....

duty day

finally, i can take a short break. intervention test is temporary end... will be continue next tuesday for chemistry and biology.. thanks for the majlis anugerah cemerlang this saturday. without the ceremony, i need to suffer for 1 more day.. i think i have enough time to prepare for both of the subjects. maybe i can score better for both of them *haha*

then, duty again for wednesday. no serious cases for the whole session and felt bored. around 5pm, we thought we can go home. but..... someone knock the door and told us that his friend's leg injured and cannot walk. me and lei ting rush to basketball court and found that his foot was seriously injured. he really cannot walk so we use stretcher to transport him to st john room. first time for me to use stretcher to transport casualty. it was not easy to use some more got people lying up there.

his foot was swelling... the injured part turn green.... we use ice and roller bandage to treat his foot. he was hurt because the goal post hit on his foot. if i were him, i will cry non-stop. we take turn to take care of him until his mum came. then, we thought we can go home but someone hurt his hand and his hand was bleeding. we clean his wound and treat his wound carefully.... that time, only me and amanda.... luckily we can do it...

i witness different cases and i think i can handle some cases on my own...

moral project hasn't done.... very lazy to do and wanna go pasar malam later~ maybe will hand in on next monday

omg

the toughest subject gone again.... when i open the physics paper, i was shocked.... very tough and really tough. out of 6 questions, i dont have 1 question that i can cope with. after read for many times, i choose to do num1 ( electricity), 4 ( specific heat capacity ), 6 ( spring ). ahlala~ why my physics cannot be improved one? every exam, i need to worry about physics. worry that what if i failed the exam. who can teach me physics?? i am so stupid. i read my reference book for so many times until i know where to find for certain sub title. but when i need to get use of it, i fail to perform! very disappointing, depressed... want to cry...........

bm paper for today was so so easy... coz i almost got the full paper. but then i dont know my answer correct or not. thanks to every1 that sent me the tips.

on the way to grave

second intervention starts tomorrow... sejarah, moral and chinese on first day~ im gonna die soon... second day is physics and malay.... omg... not even prepared yet. maybe i should give up for this stupid intervention and revise for coming diagnostic test....

a new teacher in my class, miss tan... she is young, pretty, charming... she has big eyes, fair skin and skinny... currently she will be 5S1 form teacher and maths teacher... however, she told us that she studied biology in university and kinda long time didnt touch mathematics. but we still can ask her maths question. just that we need to give her time... what a straight forward teacher. *haha*

but then she is quite serious. she is not like other new teacher, being bullied by students. she has the ability to make people listen to her and she kinda has the power.

parents should be more responsible

photo

my classmates in the stall~

soon yin

me and joshua

kim li and i

bad news

i were darn shocked when i heard this from my friend, " KF passed away. " i dont want to believe it because as i know, he was healthy. just that he started to smoke when he was form1. i try to call him afterwards, but my call was rejected. i really thought that he was passed away. KF was my sei lou and once when i was still in Kuantan, he said he like me. if he are really dead, how sad am i...

at night, i received a call from his number. since i thought he was dead, i hesitatingly answered his call. like usual, he said 'halo' loudly and expect me to act like him. but i dont... i asked him why he will call me. he said just now u called me and i saw your missed call. so i call u back lo. i told him everything... he told me that SH (my friend) was so suck. he cursed him because on some reason...

we had a long conversation and he told me many things. he told me he stayed in hospital for 1 week in last month because he fight with others until seriously injured, he was addicted to some kind of drugs so-called K zai, he never try to stop smoking, he likes to drink until he was drunk, he felt wanna die because he had nothing.

when i knew him in form2, i was informed by someone that his parents had divorced. he followed his father but his father was such a useless that seldom bother his own son. his mother went to KL and stay there. unfortunately, she was failed as a mother too. she just bank in rm1000 per month for her son and never take care him. KF wasted his mother money on something which is not good. he spent a lot on his gf, games, cigarettes..... i pity him so i never avoid him. he likes to call me and tell me his everything.

i advised him to stop his bad habits. but he told me, it was too late. he cant live without them. but he tried to decrease the amount of K zai from once a week to once a month. i asked him, " what can i do to let him quit? " he told me, " if u accompany me everyday by my side " it is impossible and i think he was joking... he said he likes listening to my voice because he will feel happy. that's why he always call me. KF is very cute. but all bad things came to him. he try to change his appearance to be a good boy. he coloured his hair back to black colour, try to cover his tattoos, cut his hair. people only laughed at him and asked him not to act as a good boy. he was so depressed because people dont want to accept him.

what can i do to change him? why his parents was so irresponsible? they should keep their eyes on him although they had divorced. i worry that if he continue his life like that way, he will really die in the 20's-30's.

Happy birthday chin eng

12 of april is chin eng's birthday. she is officially 17. she is my classmates and sitting right behind me in class. all the best to her and excellent result in SPM.

new experience for me...

today is school carnival day~ my class, 5S1 sold sweet corn and organized a game ( gold fish rush) around 11am, all the corns were out of stock. me, kim, soon yin and peak hui rushed to giant to buy frozen corn.. something funny happened... peak hui went manna cafe to ask the driver to fetch us back to school and we promised to wait at pizza hut. but we waited there for a long time, peak hui still not yet appear. so kim ran to the cafe to find her. when she came back, she told us that the driver said peak hui never went there. we were so shocked that peak hui was disappear..... we thought she was snatched by others... then i received a call from unknown... so happy that peak hui was calling and she waited at the other side of pizza hut... her mother fetched us to school and around 12pm, all the corns were sold out. the game was finished earlier than us... free time came... we went to haunted house by scout... there were many people. luckily wai man they all keep a place for me. we wait for 1 hour and finally our turn reach. 12 of us enter the room together. we thought it will be very horrify... but it was nothing for us. joe hui's gf cried when she came out. he was busy comfort-ing her...

after the visit to haunted house, we went to field to see mr john played the dumping machine. he was so high until he kept on sit on the machine to wait for people to throw him. my school pricipal, pn radiah join the game too... but she just throw the ball so that mr john dropped into the dirty water. every time he dropped into water, he will hug the person.... suddenly raining heavily... that time was already 3pm... i went to my class to meet my friends... we have a photography session there with our ex-classmate, joshua. he changed to MBS when he was form 4. the rain was so heavy... when i went downstairs, the staircase was exactly like water fall... i saw amanda and peak hui at our stall.. they were wet because they were trapped in the car park and they ran under the rain. my camera was low battery when i want to take photo again. my lousy camera always low battery when i wanna use it...

i cant go home since it was still raining... me and peak hui sat down at tepi dewan to wait the rain to stop. we chat there... i never have a so long conversation with her.. *haha* mei yen was not with us today... she went to sunway to see her archuleta... she missed out a chance to crazy with us... photo can express everything.....

opps~someone drop into the water

my drinks

small gold fishes

mr john was wet~

sushi king in carnival

haunted house by scout

5S1 game

p/s: will upload later

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school life

busy referring when teacher went out

the luckiest one~

they were choose to tell us the storyline of virus zel untuk abah...

birthday

long time didnt go out with mei kei, wai man, heaw eng, hui xian, poh li and yi li. today after school, i reject all the 'invitation' and go out with them. we celebrate yi li's birthday, which is one day earlier. tomorrow having carnival in school and we dont think that we have the time. we went to zhen wei vegetarian to eat. (somewhere near the school)

me, kei kei and poh poh went King's to buy a cake. only 7 of us is going to eat. so we bought a o.5kg fruit cake. after that, we meet them in the restaurant. we enjoyed our time we were very happy~ when we went back to school, i saw many friends still stayed i school... kar jun, khai shien, amanda, kim and many more. i saw jia hui many times until we said, ' why i keep on saw you ar? ' she can consider as my junior..

she was cutting the cake

happy seventeenth

fruit cake~

i enter a place that i never have the chance to go in. * hehe* guess what is the place (in PS)... my friends halau all the others in that room in order to let me to stay there.. how nice they are...

fun life make sense

new couple in my class~

the leng zai i mentioned earlier

a hyper lousy teacher

what kind of teacher u are? keep complaint our class. if you really dont like us, just drop our class la. no one is welcome you. every time u come in, talk all silly nonsense things. wasting our time! you are failed as a teacher. u make us being scolded by other teacher. we cant keep our good image in their mind.

my dearest class~ will never destroyed by HER!!

huay yau drawn by chun yao

copy from my email

今天才知道晚安还有别的意思，一直觉得晚安给人的感觉是温暖的，两个字紧挨在一起，昭示着一种永恒，在夜晚看这个词，慢慢的就散发出光芒来。

4 S4 ^9 Z! y# @5 A/ f 6 r, h) ]) j$ R# W 原来跟不熟的男生说晚安很暧昧，当时还没觉得怎么样，今天看她告诉我的，就。。原来晚安还有这个意思啊~

4 B8 s4 K; B- t7 G C; ?& Z 2 Z5 e2 h4 ~# E 2 f0 R# l& q0 r; `* J' |7 a+ [ 你有和喜欢的人聊天聊到很晚的经历吗？

你有和他说过晚安才关机睡觉的习惯吗？

W- S' I 那么我告诉你关于晚安的秘密……

晚安：w a n a n

a2 S 8 D/ L% a( c% T' A$ t/ {/ y 把这个词的中文拼音拆开，

) v2 k* y$ p) v 分别是“我爱你，爱你。”

7 {4 @) e8 F8 k) N" L, x- K0 R- x/ C$ t " z% w) w+ i, j" G, I6 U; { 如果你知道了这个秘密，

^" X5 x7 I. j 那么，请你，每次聊天之后，

, R2 O* T/ Y: O+ Z) ?8 W 1 ^* ?7 w R3 F1 v' b+ t" n 记得跟她说“晚安”…

1 m l8 u7 b! V/ E( ]- m8 Z* I " a3 D2 ?) R3 b! v6 M" h, e 晚安，我喜欢，现在还是会跟你说，说到什么时候呢。。我暂时不知道呢。。

@1 u' f# X# q1 H6 K5 B 你说，会不会有人在你说完晚安后，还一直陪着你呢~尽管你没睡却已道了晚安，会不会有那么一个人呢？一直。。一直。。陪你。。

post it on some reason

people who concerned will know~

my day

st john duty

today stayed in school to duty.. thought it will be very bored but was totally opposite.. when i enter bilik rawatan, i sit on the sofa alone because amanda was going to attend the close up meeting for orientation party. sim wey, sharon, lei ting and cu san were practicing for the state competition. they did their very best.

suddenly, first casualty came in. he was an indian. he was not feeling well. there are only me that duty. so i handle the case alone. *nervous* after i checked his pulse and breathing, he laid down on the bed. he went back to hall after 20 minutes. then, turn for second casualty. he was a boy too.. his leg was injured. me and yee chin wrap his leg nicely... *haha* he was being papah to his class by chun keat and cu san.

after i took the casualty report to office with amanda, i saw many people stand in front of bilik rawatan. immediately, we rushed back there. a guy was fainted. first time i met such case. he was only half conscious. i checked his pulse and amanda checked his breathing. not going to write down his condition... people privacy~ around 4 pm, another guy came in. i not really sure why is he coming in because sharon and lei ting in-charge. after settled down all the cases, we sat down and chit-chatting. that time was form 2 recess time. our junior always come in to kepoh...

zer liang called me and told me that 2L got a guy gastric and cant walk down. again, me and amanda went up but we only saw a girl. she told us that the guy had went down. *sigh* when go to canteen, the girl shouted at the guy and asked him to rest in bilik rawatan. rupa-rupa hor, she is his gf. the guy was so stubborn and insist dont want to go bilik rawatan. he promised her gf to eat. no point for us to stay there so we pesan the girl to bring her bf to bilik rawatan if his condition worsened.

wow...5 casualty today. from the beginning of the year, we never met so many cases in one day... it was not a boring duty.

chemistry peka

done my peka today.. my partner is yan kuan. we did on the topic " the effect of concentration of sodium thiosulphate on the rate of reaction. our peka was quite success because pn chin praise us. *haha* finally i can 'put down the stone in my heart' . i was so glad that i didnt do mistake during the evaluation.

me and her

dont know why so emo this morning.. but only for a while la. When soon yin asked me why i didnt tell her no need to do discussion for physics peka, straight away i said " why everything also got relationship with me? " then, immediately i realised my words were so ' heavy' . i should not said like that because she is not in class. she might not know if she doesnt ask kim. she was so blur until sometimes even teacher got say, she will forgot also. that is soon yin that i know. * her nature *

after that i didnt talk with her during physics period and so with the time we went back to class. when english period, i know that she will ask where is her english 2. i can guaranty kim dont know how to answer her because im the one who pass back her book to teacher. so i took the opportunity to talk with her. * haha* first time for today. when recess, i got heard that she asked people to wait for her because she wanna do her bm ( i think). May teng they all seemed cant hear her. they went down stairs straight away... actually i wanna wait for soon yin but i worried that she angry me and dont want bother me. so i went down with them.

after recess, i use the chance when group of them discuss about the carnival. when i asked her something, she replied me. my sixth sense tell me that there is nothing between us. so i talk back with her. i just wanna make sure that she is not angry so that i wont fish when i try to talk with her. may be i think too much and not confidence with her. so... i got such silly action today.

sorry la.. sometimes i cant control my emotion. im being controlled by it. i remembered that when we went to genting last time, i played a fool on her. i dont let her to enter the room and finally she angry at me. it was too funny because that time i just wanna play with her but she took it as serious... *ahlala* was over now and dont want to think it again.

form5 photography session

today morning was so fish. on the way to school, i almost knock down by a motorcycle. a guy in my school pull me then only im safe. if not i may lie in hospital now. all form 5 students were taking group photo today.. im the 11th in science stream. * so proud * when i went back to class, zheng kween told me that, " your camera drop onto the floor and break into half. " i was shocked because his look was so serious. i went back to my place and open my camera case. i was so relief when i saw it. zheng kween was playing a fool on me. i almost get heart attack.

second intervensi

omg.. my exam suddenly change date and im not ready at all!! next week is the exam and i forgot everything. i will die soon~

david archuleta live in malaysia on 11 april 2009

david archuleta

i were so bored during biology~

school carnival on 11 of april~

NGO..

feel sick today~

primary school gathering

i have been told by my friend that 18 of april will have a gathering for SJK(C) Chung Ching.. they ask me to go. the problem is im not staying in kuantan anymore. im now far away from them... haizz~ miss them very much. we seperated to different school after standard 6. some of us have the chance to study in same school. in form 2, i suddenly shift to KL. even farther away... then, gang of them in SMKTP divided into small group after PMR. even some of them quarel and not as friends anymore. what a pity...

now, each of us have our own world. izzit relationship between human is that weak until something small can break it? who can tell me? suppose we have to appreaciate our friendship. but as the time goes, everything change, completely change. may be one day, human being will realise and do something on it. but i think its too late. i appreaciate everyone in my life. the world is so big but we can still know each other. [ FRIENDS WE ARE FATED ]

photo~

my new wallet~ nice?

my new card reader

they are kissing

zheng kween and chun yao

jeremy and jun yi

ruth, yi en and chun yao

chun yao and mei yen

yong yi is not willing to take photo

me and ruth

i look so silly~

yi en

me, amanda and kim

peak hui, mei yen and kim

peak hui, mei yen and amanda

mei yen

peak hui,mei yen, amanda and jeremy

nice izzit?

i like the most!!

kim~

never think that this will happen to me

i was so innocent... yesterday before i went to bed, i received a call from 016941****. when i answered the call, she straight away asked me, " who are you? " its so weird that she call me but dont know who am i. so i asked her, " who are you and why should i tell you? " she answered me rudely that, " im *** gf. are you his new gf? he broke up with me because he like somebody else. where do you live? " i was so shock until i suddenly speechless. then, i told her that i'm not a prisoner. no use for her to ask me using that way. she talked louder and asked me not to act so LC. im annoyed with her words... i told her, " what is the problem if i were *** gf? i can become a better gf than you. if he really dump you because of me, please stay in your room and think carefully why *** broke up with you. it was because your kind of attitude! " she didnt answer me and continue her bloody words... she wants me to stay away from ***. she really make me angry and i scold her with some ####.... after ask me to watch out, she put down the call.

after 15 minutes, i received *** call and he apologized to me. he was very sorry with her ex-gf action and hope that i wont angry him and her. for 10 minutes, he keep on said sorry... i just told him its okay because that is not his fault. he said he need to be responsible because she is his ex. you see, what a good bf he was. but his gf was like mad. *sigh*

actually, *** is my aiya brother. he is 19 years old and currently study in form 6. dont know why these few days he always sms me. i seems to be so free and reply him. i think that was the reason why his gf thought i am his new one. no guys in this world can stand if their gf is like that. if you want to keep your bf, just let them free... they will not do something betray you if you treat them nicely. for me, i will never ask mine many questions about his daily activity. he will tell me if he wants to let me know. there are some reasons why they keep things as secret.