finally we...

today is NGO copetition. we went PULA POT ( in front of UTAR) in Setapak... when we reached there, there were many other badan beruniform. we are the fifth team. i felt very nervous... i saw SAB renjer puteri becoz i can recognise some of my tuition friends.. there are 3 St John teams.. 2 from SMK Cochrane and 1 from SMK Taman Connaught. when reach our turn, the judder check our uniform.. after that we start marching.... i got a bit kelam kabut at first.. then slowly, i follow the sequence. since we are the fifth team, we finished early and we got the chance to see others' marching. soon, turn for cochrane St john. they were very strong. although got a bit wrong in the middle, it did not affect their perfomance.

around 12.30pm, all the teams finish competing. we masuk baris again and stand under the hot sun. thare were ucapan from the VIP, bacaan doa for Muslim and two performances( silat and taekwondo). finally, time to announce the results. todays' competition got three categories which is kadet remaja sekolah(KRS), agensi kerajaan(GO) and agensi bukan kerajaan(NGO). they announced the results follow the sequence start from KRS. when the time for NGO, all of us felt nervous. SW asked, what if we lose again? ketua platun terbaik is the commander from smk cochrane. number 3 is renjer puteri from SAB. we felt down when the result came out. we agreed that SAB can march better then us. we thought we lose again. but then suddenly the MC announced that St John Ambulance from SMK Taman Connaught get number2. we all stunned there for a while then only we cheered. for sure, number 1 is St John from cochrane.

really unbelievable that we can win the competition. i cried on the spot coz cant control myself. im not the best in the team but this is worth becoz i spent time to practice. many of us cry becoz of too happy.. including cecilia and adult members. i heard they said for 7 years, St John didnt get the chance to win. now, finally...

Who is the best? We are the best! Who is the best? We are the best! Who is the best? KLCCD is the best!!!

KLCCD

tomorrow is NGO competition... the competition at somewhere in setapak. early in the morning, whole team went for practice in basketball court. soon, we change full uniform with headgear to march. it was very hot especially after we finished 1 round. no one complaint becoz everyone also wear like that including our commander, shue wen.

i went home earlier becoz i need to go for tuition later. cecilia told me that tomorrow we need to reach school by 6.30pm. wah.. so early... i gotto wake up 4.30pm.... when school dismiss, MT n ZY saw me and they said long time didnt see me.. dont worry la, i will be back from wednesday onwards.... miss all my classmates especially MY... i leave her alone for over 1 week... really sorry... i will not absent for the rest of the day unless i really sick...

i dunno what will be the result tomorrow... i really hope that we can have what we suppose to get at the end. we practice very hard....

i am who i am

i get addicted with these songs

坏人-方炯镔

那一扇车门

关出我们的裂痕

一声就震断了回头的路程

爱无法均分

以后就留给你们

也许用伤害结束爱才更动人

容忍的人其实并不笨

只是宁可对自己残忍

既然爱不能恒温

祝福就给你下一个人

你是好人也是个坏人

对我坦承只为了朝他狂奔

不能放任所以放了

这点痛我还能忍

我是好人也是个坏人

分得够狠你才有借口转身

宁愿爱一点不剩

也不忍看恋人爱成路人

容忍的人其实并不笨

只是宁可对自己残忍

既然爱不能恒温

祝福就给你下一个人

你是好人也是个坏人

对我坦承只为了朝他狂奔

不能放任所以放了

这点痛我还能忍

我是好人也是个坏人

分得够狠你才有借口转身

宁愿爱一点不剩

也不忍看恋人爱成路人 三个人从不对等

总有个人必须牺牲

那永恒就等他带你完成

你是好人也是个坏人

对我坦承只为了朝他狂奔

不能放任所以放了

这点痛我还能忍

我是好人也是个坏人

分得够狠你才有借口转身

宁愿爱一点不剩

也不忍看恋人爱成路人

宁愿爱一点不剩

也不忍看恋人爱成路人

心跳-王力宏

想跟我吵架我没那么无聊

不懂得道歉我没那么聪明

好想要回到我们的原点

你又在哭泣我给不了安慰

我又在摇头有那么点后悔

爱情的发展已难以回头却无法往前走

但身不由己出现在胸口

两颗心能塞几个问号

爱让我们流多少眼泪

你的眼神充满美丽带走我的心跳

你的温柔如此靠近带走我的心跳

逆转时光到一开始能不能给一秒

等着哪一天你也想起那悬在记忆中的美好

examination

just now my dad got a small meeting with 3 of us. my younger sister in tsun jin high school get num1 in her class and num10 in whole form. although she study in first class, but she cant get num1 in whole form. she felt depressed. anyway, their result only have a difference of 20 marks.

my dad challenge my sister to get num5 or above for the coming exam. she accept and promise will do better. as a result, my dad said he will reward her with cash. RM500 for num1, RM400 for num2, RM300 for num3, RM200 for num2 and RM150 for num5.

my turn now... my dad said if i can get straight A's for my SPM, he will give RM1000 cash as a reward. he said i still have 7 months left. enough for me to prepare myself. he also said that i can go to buy whatever as long as i think that those things can improve myself. i really study very hard for the exam. i will also try my very best if he didnt reward me.

finally, my elder sister. same case, if she can get 4A for her A-level examination, RM2000 will be rewarded. oh man~ RM2000 leh.. what a big amount.. but my mum was not very agree with my dad's action. she said if we study for the money, better dont study. my dad think that the money is a reward, something for us to aim of.. so what i need to do now is study hardly. i dont care about the money... i want my excellent results!!

a simple yet happy day

english class

my english class was interesting. my teacher, alex is funny. he know the way to conduct the lesson and the amount of students is less. there is only 7 of us (5 from smktc, 1 from sab, 1 from pess). alright, today we discuss the golden phrases created by us. i had create a super, hyper silly, funny phrase, but im not going to write out. the discussion took almost one and a half hour. we keep on laughing becoz the class is really funny. after one week break, we need to write a long essay which is known as continuous writing. most probably, i will write the essay on the topic, 'open the opportunity for foreigner to take over the jobs that the locals are not willing to do'. it is a hard title, but i think it's the easiest among the others. im not good in description and writing story. i never do that kind of question although alex advice us to try all types of question. finally, i get back 2 of my essay. one of them i only get 25 marks becoz it is out of scope. not really sad but a bit disappointing. i study for short story too ( the drover's wife ). i forgot the story outline. so i cant answer alex's question. after explaining the story, i got better idea on it. he asked every single of us the same question. "do we cry like the drover's wife at the end?" i answered him "YES, becoz my husband is not around when there is a problem". definitely i feel helpless. how come a husband can dissapear when his wife need helps? he cannot be consider as a good husband. no point for a girl to marry with someone like that.

Earth Hour

once again, today is a big day. participate the Earth Hour by switch off the light for an hour. it is an easy thing and everyone can do it. at 8.30-9.30pm, do something for the Earth. we are the 1 live on this planet and we are also the 1 destroy the planet. no one can predict the future but [we can change it].

p/s: u can do something else that u think is romantic.

Your colour?

找出你生日日期,便可以看到你的所屬顏色和運程了!

December 23rd - January 1st 紅色 Red

January 2nd - January 11th 橙色 Orange

January 12th - January 24th 黃色 Yellow

January 25th - February 3 粉紅色 Pink

February 4th - February 8th 藍色 blue

February 9th - February 18th 綠色 Green

February 19th - February 28th 啡色 Brown

March1st - Match 10th 水藍色 Teal

March 11 - March 20th 石灰色 Lime

March 21 st 黑色 Black

March 22 nd - March 31st 紫色 Purple

April 1st - April 10th 深藍色 Navy

April 11th - April 20th 銀色 Silver

April 21st - April 30th 白色 White

May 2nd - May 14th 藍色 Blue

May 15th - May 24th 金色 Gold

May 25th - June 3rd 奶油色 Cream

June 4th - June13th 灰色 Grey

June 14 - June 23rd 粟色 Maroon

June 24th 灰色 Grey

June 25 - July 4th 紅色 Red

July 5th - July 14th 橙色 Orange

July 15th - July 25 th 黃色 Yellow

July 26th - August 4 th 粉紅色 Pink

August 5th - August 13th 藍色 Blue

August 14th - August 23rd 綠色 Green

August 24 - September 2nd 啡色 Brown

September 3rd - September12th 水藍色 Aqua

September 13th - September 22nd 石灰色 Lime

September 23rd 黃褐色 Olive

September 24th - October 3rd 紫色 Purple

October 4th - October 13th 深藍色 Navy

October 14th - October 23rd 銀色 Silver

October 24 - November 11th 白色 White

November 12th - November 21st 金色 Gold

November 22nd - December1st 奶油色 Cream

December 2nd - December11th 灰色 Gray

December 12th - December 21st 粟色 Maroon

December 22nd 藍綠色 Teal

紅色 你的可愛十分惹人喜愛！ 對愛情你很揀擇但又常常在戀愛，也喜歡被愛的感覺。 你有著清新的氣質和開朗的個性，但有些時侯也會變得〝多愁善感〞。 和別人相處的時侯你表現得很友善和溫柔，所以很多人願意和你親近。 你喜歡跟友善和隨和的人做朋友。

RED Cute and lovable type, you are picky but always in love ...and liked to be loved. Fresh and cheerful, but can be 'moody' at times. Capable with people, nice, soft, and that can love you for the way you are. Likes people that are easy to talk to, and can make you feel comfortable.

奶油色 你愛和別人競爭，失敗的感覺你最受不了。 極愛運動和戶外活動，你的性格開朗也值得別人信賴。 對愛情你會表現得很小心，不會輕易愛上一個人。 但一旦找到你生命中的伴侶時，你絕不會讓他跑掉。 CREAM Competitive and sportive. Don't like losing and always cheerful! You are trustworthy, and very out-going. You choose love carefully, and don't fall in love easily. But once you find the right one, you don't let go for a long long time.

藍綠色 你最注重自己的外表。對選擇愛侶的要求甚高。 你每每擁有清晰的頭腦去思考和解決難題，又不易犯錯。 你喜歡在人群中被重視，也因此令你容易認識到新朋友。 TEAL You are mostly interested in your looks. And have high standards in picking love. You think and make a solution precisely, and hardly make stupid mistakes. You like to lead, and is easy for you to make new friends.

灰色 你很好動，也很有吸引力。 你永不會把想說的話藏在心，總會抒發自己的感情。 但有時會變得較自私。你渴望得到別人的注意，討厭不公平的對待。 你很風趣，也懂得在適當時侯說適當的話，常常也令到身邊的人快樂。 GREY You are attractive, and active. You never hide your feelings, and express everything that's inside. But can be selfish at times. You want to be noticed, and don't like to be treated unequally. You can brighten up people's day. You know what to say at the right time, and you have a good sense of humor.

綠色 你總能和新相識的朋友相處得很好。 你不算是一個害羞的人，但有時侯你的說話每每傷害了別人。 你渴望得到愛侶的注意，也較喜歡〝被愛〞的感覺， 大多數的時間你總是在等待你生命中的另一半出現。 GREEN You get along well with new people. You are not really a shy person, but sometimes you can hurt people's feelings by your words... You like to be loved and noticed by your lover, but mostly you are single, waiting for the right person.

金色 你很清楚什麼應該做、什麼不應該做。性格開朗又好交際。 對於你，尋找一個你愛的人不是一件容易的事， 但當你找到你愛的人以後，你絕不輕易變心。 GOLD You know what's right and what's wrong. You are cheerful and out going. It's hard for you to find the one you want, but once you find the right person, you won't be able to fall in love again for a long time.

粉紅色 對任何事你總是全力己赴的，還有你很愛照顧其他人。 但你不是一個容易滿足的人，常有消極的想法。 你常祈望你的愛情像童話故事一樣美麗和完美。 PINK You are always trying your best in everything, and like to help and care for other people. But you are not easily satisfied. You have negative thoughts, and you look for romantic love like in a fairytale.

黃色 你是一個又天真又〝甜〞的人。 常獲得別人的信任，亦有很強的領導能力。 當要做決定或選擇的時侯，你總是做對了決定。 還有，你常常朣憬著一段浪漫的戀情。 YELLOW You are sweet and innocent. Trusted by many people, and have a strong leadership towards relationships. You make good decision and make the right choice at the right time. And always dreaming of romantic relationship.

栗色 你有一個聰明的腦袋。 也是一個自我的人，常依自己的喜好來做事， 有時會因為不大理別人的感受而惹上麻煩。 對於愛情你很有耐性， 當你找到你要找的那一位後，你不會再愛上別人。 MAROON You are intelligent, and know what's right. You like to take things go your way, which can sometimes cause trouble or not thinking about other people's feelings. But you are patient when it comes to love... Once you get a hold of the right person, it's hard for you to find a better love.

紫色 你是一個神祕的人，從不自私，也很難對任何人和事發生興趣。 你的狀態永遠是說不定的，是一個情緒化的人。 很受周遭的人歡迎，但有是你會做出愚笨的舉動，記性也不太好。 你最喜歡與一些有著真性情的人做朋友。 PURPLE You are mysterious, never selfish and get interested in things easily. Your day can be sad or happy depending on your mood. You are popular between friends but you can act stupid at times, and forget things easily. You go for person that's trustworthy.

石灰色 你是一個冷靜的人，但常給自己壓力。 你常常在小事上挑剔，又容易妒忌。 你不大會定下來，但你可愛的性格能獲得朋友的信任也樂於跟你接近。 LIME You are calm, but easily stressed out. You get jealous easily, and complain over little things. You can't get stuck into one thing, but you have a capable personality for everyone to trust you and like you.

銀色 你是一個有豐富想像力和害羞的人， 但你樂於接受新事物和新嘗試。 你喜歡挑戰自己。 學習新的事物時很快會上手，遇強越強。 但你的愛情生活通常也比較多挫折和困惑。 SILVER You are imaginative and shy, but you like trying new things. You like to challenge yourself. You learn things easily, and like 'Hard to get'. Your love life is normally hard and confusing.

白色 你的人生充滿著夢和理想。 你對周遭的事有點漠不關心，容易妒忌。 你是較為獨特的一群，有時侯，你心中想法總會比別人高深一點。 WHITE You dream and have goals in your life. You get jealous easily and you don't react to things easily. You are different and sometimes thought highly by others.

黃綠色 你是一個心腸軟和帶給別人溫暖的人。 你與家人和朋友的關係良好。 十分討厭暴力，清楚什麼應該做什麼不應該做。 你也十分善良和樂觀，又很知足， 並不會輕易妒忌別人擁有什麼。 OLIVE You are warm and light hearted. You seem to flow well with friends and family. You don't like violence and know what's right. You are kind and cheerful, but don't envy other people easily.

啡色 你很愛運動，整個人都充滿活力。 但別人很難去接近你，話雖如此，你很容易投入一段感情。 但當你發現你在那段感情中得不到你想要的東西時， 你會立即放棄，也會復完得很快。 BROWN You are active and sportive. It's hard for other people to become close with you, but you fall in love easily. But once you find out you can't get something, you give up and let go easily as well.

藍色 你對自己沒有信心，也很挑剔。 你很有藝術天分，也很容易去愛上一個人， 但當愛情來的時侯，你只是用你的〝感覺〞去愛， 而並非用你的心去愛。 BLUE You have low self-esteem, and very picky. You are artistic and like to fall in love, but you let your love pass by, by loving with your mind, not your heart.

深藍色 你是一個很吸引人的發光體，也很愛惜自己的生命。 你對身邊所有事物都帶著強烈的感覺。 你是一個容易'意亂情迷'的人。 如果有人把你激怒了，你很難會原諒他。 NAVY You are attractive, and love your life. You have a strong feeling towards everything. And very easily distracted. Once you get angry at someone, it's hard for you to forgive them.

水藍色 你的感覺來去如風。 你的生活也帶點孤單，很愛旅遊。 你對待別人很真誠，但太容易受別人的影響。 對你來說，尋找愛情是一件很難的事， 也容易在愛中迷失，令你很容易便被愛情所傷。 AQUA Your feelings change suddenly and easily. You are always lonely, and like travelling. You are truthful, but listen and believe other people too easily. It's hard to find love for you, and you get lost in love easily. Sometimes you get hurt by love.

黑色 你樂於接受挑戰，因為你擁有接受挑戰的勇氣。 但你並不喜歡改變你自己的生活方式。 一旦你落實了一個決定，你會長久地朝著這個方向走。 你的愛情也是充滿挑戰和有點與別不同。 BLACK You are challenging, and have the 'guts'. But you don't like changes in your life. And once you make a decision, you keep it that way for a long time. Your love life is also challenging, and different.

橙色 你總會對自己做過的事付責任，亦很懂得怎樣待人接物。 你常常給自己定下很多目標和競爭對象。 你很難去相信別人，包括你的朋友， 但當你認為他是可信的話，你將會把他當成永遠的知己。 ORANGE You are responsible for your own actions, and you know how to treat people. You always have goals to reach, and are competitive. When it comes to friendship, you find it hard to trust someone, but once you find the right friend, you trust them for ever.

I'm white... how about u?

Earth Hour

YOUR LIGHT SWITCH IS YOUR VOTE

Earth Hour has been transformed into the world’s first global election, between Earth and global warming.

For the first time in history, people of all ages, nationalities, race and background have the opportunity to use their light switch as their vote – Switching off your lights is a vote for Earth. WWF are urging the world to VOTE EARTH and reach the target of 1 billion votes.

Earth Hour began in Sydney in 2007, when 2.2 million homes and businesses switched off their lights for one hour. In 2008 the message had grown into a global sustainability movement, with 50 million people switching off their lights. In 2009, Earth Hour is being taken to the next level, with the goal of 1 billion people switching off their lights as part of a global vote. Unlike any election in history, it is not about what country you’re from, but instead, what planet you’re from. We all have a vote, and every single vote counts. VOTE EARTH by simply switching off your lights for one hour, and join the world for Earth Hour.

Saturday, March 28, 8:30-9:30pm.

i just do what i think is right....

Melvin asked why i disappear everyday after recess? some asked me why i went for kawat everyday? some asked why i went for kawat n make myself become so dark? chien hoong saw me when school dismiss. he also said im darker now. do u all think i really want to become like this? i can have a fake excuse n finally i can stop marching for NGO. but i didnt choose that way. i know St John dont have enough people to participate. many of us feel curious becoz they insist to participate since we really lack of old members. i dont know whether am i qualify to join the competiton. but they do not said anything regarding my perfomance or ask me to stop from joining. so i choose to do something for St John becoz im the one who want to join, nobody force me. although i really hate to march, i still can act like nothing happen. not more time left n the remaining time will pass quickly. why not i really make myself suit the condition?

change...change...change

all of us been told to walk 128-136 times in 1 minute. damn fast~ after berhenti, most of us feel tired. they want us to keep our speed. really too rush la. some more belakang pusing change already. everytime after belakang pusing, cant walk in correct way. they also said tomorrow need to change formation coz 1 of them is too easy. got enough time to practice meh? i cant march perlahan jalan nicely n correctly! i HATE parlahan jalan. all need slow motion. buka barisan is the worst. i cant remember when to step 4 times n when to continue jalan. i dont want be the one who disturb the whole barisan. i try my best to march but the result is still like that. why? time pass faster so that after NGO, i need not to do someting that i hate so much.

NGO

opps~ my face is getting terrible. i nid to practice 1 more week... under the hot n bright sun. we practice for two of the formation. there are two more to go + marching. 30 0f us will become BBQ at the end. hope that 31 of march reach soon so that we no need to stand under the SUN.

experience~

end of NGO camp... 3 days fly so 'fast'... my face (sun burn) n my legs (muscle) were so pain~ if i were given the choice, i will lye down on my bed n not to wake up for 1 day. but through this camp, i knew more friends... we are not close b4... now, although amanda n kim not going, i will not feel lonely.... i realised that there are many things waiting for me outside. we need to explore then only we can experience it. people are not born to stay in a small circle. we need to walk out from our world n feel something different. we will regret at the end if we never try it. sometimes, we will failed becoz not every1 is fated. we must really appreaciate our relationship with every1. remember to say thank you to them which ever enter your life no matter for a short or long period.

my heart

my heart cannot afford to let u hurt again.

do u know that u hurt me a lot? from the day we knew each other until now, i think that was few years back. if i didnt shift to KL, i will never know u. u will never exist in my life. u colour up my life but u decolourised it. done it by your own. once, i had forgot u. but u reappear. u try to enter my world again. your action touched me. should i really take the risk n open the door for u? i have been asking this question for a long time. no one can give me the answer. i dont want to. but i cannot control myself. i dont want to let u hurt me again. but im not the one who make the decision. u cant give me the confidence to trust u. but y i insist to trust u? i dont mind you bully me coz that is the way we communicate. if u really love me, i can open the door for u again. but can u pass me your heart fully?

爱

不要十分爱一个人，要保留一分给自己。 爱一个人不是应该全情投入吗？为何要保留一分给自己？ 如果我们把所有爱给予对方，很容易会失去理性。 如果有一天你看到一个人， 因为喜欢的人而变到情绪化，是非对错也不懂分辨的时候， 便会明白当一个人十分爱一个人时，其实是很可怕的。 当我们很爱很爱一个人时， 感情就会完全倾向对方， 往往很容易做出非理性的行为。 当然这一切对当事人来说并没什么大不了， 但对身边的人却有着影响。 原来当一个人为喜欢的人完全沉溺， 那种可怕的程度的确远超想象。 要是我们保留一份情感给自己，至少会理性一点。 不会因感情作出一些使人担心的事。 何况连自己都不爱自己的话，又怎能被爱呢？ 留一分爱给自己，珍惜自己，才会使自己更值得被爱。 九分的爱，仍可以是真心真意， 因为爱对方，所以才更加要爱自己。 只有那样，我们才有能力去爱别人。 十分的爱情，不代表是最好，刚好才是最重要。 留一份情感给自己，也不容易被对方的情绪牵动。 要是对方不快乐，你也不快乐，那么如何令对方恢复快乐呢？ 十分爱如果太多，那么九分爱应该是刚好。 留些空间给自己，就不会失去自我。 要是失去自我，对方爱的到底是不是你？

electricity bill

went for physics tuition just now.

i forgot to bring electricity bill n i was charged rm5 by the teacher for 1 photostat copy... i thought my 5 dolar gone like that... but when i was sitting for the calculation test, he gave back to me. i got set reminder in my hp so that i wont forget... but it does not work. i dun even realise until i saw kim's bill.. she ask me quickly run back to house to take~ MY too...

aun yee

happy birthday, aun yee.

i know u since i shifted to smktc in form2... we sit together during KH lesson... although we are not close enough, but u give me a good impression. you are very nice, friendly~ i'm happy to have a friend like u.. hope that u score excellent in SPM, always happy n healthy, lastly, friendship forever.... ^^

Happy Birthday

happy birthday my dearest sister, Mae Hwa~ hope u: score well in examination, stay healthy, dont be too tb, change a bit on ur attitude to us..... [u will success if u have the desire.] [u can change everything if u have the power.] [u will be the BEST if u think u are the one!!!]

alone but fun

mei yen absent today~

but she didnt tell me. i sit alone in school. luckily pn lim didnt enter class for 1st n 2nd period. n kim accompany me during sj. add maths teacher told us jokes. finally no boring add maths period again~ her jokes start with: jian zhang went to shop to buy food for his dog. but the shopkeeper dont believe that he will has a pet. so, he brought his pet as prove. the next day, jian zhang went to the shop again. this time he brought a packet of SHIT......... do u know why???becoz... he wants to buy toilet roll~ whole class laugh uncontrollable its good to has some fun during classes.

Carnival day

there will be a carnival day on 11 of april...

every students are compulsory to buy two coupons, cost rm20.

they thought that we dont know how to think

[90% of the profit belong to school, whereas only 10% is ours]~

is this fair? last year my society organized an entrepreneurship day. we plan to use coupons instead of cash, but the school dont allow. now they held this program by forcing students to buy minimum 2 coupons. they really insane!!!

~5S1

SPM!!

time to collect spm result~

my sister got 9A1B... congratulations....

i feel happy on her achievement.

the same day in next year, i will experience it.

pack with homework

normally the week b4 holiday is bad~

we will been told to do a lots of homework... every teacher will say:" u will have a long holiday n there will be holiday homeworks."

mon: do revision on add maths chap3.

tue: sj homework to be completed. (4 essay)

wed: a lots of bc homework including 2 essay.

the following 2 days, i believe that continuously homework will be given~

all the teachers thought that we are robot.

after holidays, 2nd intervensi test is coming. they dont even give us the chance to do revision.....

i duty in bilik rawatan until 5pm... raining heavily out there... meanwhile im duty, i worry how i am going to go home. luckily my dearest sister come school to find me.. thanks my dear.... again, my junior called me form2 de.. he said i looked like form2.. so embarrassing bcoz he call loudly in front of my friends...

finally...

today we gave kim her belated birthday present.. it was a white BUM digital watch. from her expression, i think she likes the watch.. but becoz of the watch, my heart almost jump up. i accidentally left it in cyber lab 3. when i realised, MY immediately went down to find.... unfortunately, the watch gone.... finally i knew that MT had took it~ she purposely want to scare me.... i also completed my oral today with my partner... from last week, everyday i worry about the oral. finally, i got the chance to do ^^ i believe that SPM is a doom for all form5 student. i checked the subject list in school n today will be the last day to finalise. 10 subjects had make me suffer a lot... how my friends going to cover xtra subject? good luck for all the SPM candidates....

all the mothers are the same

i went to leisure mall with mei yen again. this time a bit different coz her mum is going with us. first time meet her mum, i found that she is very talkative. seriously, i dont have that kind of patience to 'withstand' her mum. i notice that mei yen also not really like to talk with her mum. luckily, her mum is good. if i dont want to give response to my mum, she will get angry. izzit all mothers in this world have this common characteristic? i think it is.

depressed

get scolded by add maths tuition teacher again.... not i dont want to do his homework! i tried my best to solve all the quetions. but i dont understand y he everytime also comment on our work. i fell stress every monday bcoz of him! he dun understand us. just think everything based on his own view. he thought he is always the right 1. he consider group of us as a group that dont want to study. one day, he will realise that he is wrong! i will prove that his view is TOTALLY wrong!! no one can judge people based on what can be seen because there are something hide behind.....

hard work

physics and add maths make me headache! i dont have confident on these two tough subjects. i try my very best to study. finally, it work up a little bit. i believe that until the day, i can enjoy my labour. ^^

........

early in the morning, i saw something cruel... DBKL came my housing area to catch wild dogs. finally they caught 1 which the dog actually own by my neighbour. the dog struggle when they catch it.. but it failed~ what u think will happen to the dog?

i dun understand y they ONLY catch dogs... in fact there r MORE wild cats outside!!! really unfair... nowadays, cats cant even contribute. they lost their ability to catch mouse.

++annoy++

i told u i will dissapear for half day every saturday.... but u spam my inbox until me really very angry! im not going to play, just attend my co-curriculum activity in school!!! u cant even give me the freedom. keep on ask me to sms with u. im not that free like u. if u want me to choose, i will choose my studies..... u r not the first day know me. hope u understand~

tired

..saturday again..

early in the morning, i went to school for a short briefing on st john activities. me first time as the leader, partner with sharon in group3. a new group for me, i teach them to march. b4 that i only learn how to march, never think that i will going to teach 1 day...... they r quite cooperative~ i feel so happy ^^ after that, attend first aid class again~ sit there almost 2hours. n i noe that today is daniel+mr looi's bday. we sing birthday song n eat chocolate banana cake. finally,time to fore out... as usual, i go for lunch with kim, we promise to try out in every restaurants near school together. haha~ when the time reach, i go for tuition. during the class, im so sleepy, i almost fall asleep. by the end, teacher ask me y i looks so sleepy? my answer is simple, just 'im very tired'. so happy that there is no tuition for next sat